Well at least I'm still reading...

I'm starting to regret moving here. I have never felt this alone in my life. I don't know anyone here. I haven't made any friends and the one person I should be able to count on, the one who came with me, isn't here for me. We don't talk. He doesn't notice how much I'm suffering. Either that or he does, he just never says anything to me about it because well... because we don't talk. I'm not sure which is worse, him not noticing or him not saying anything. We sleep in the same room and he hasn't said anything about me crying myself to sleep every night or how I just don't care about my life anymore.
The books I'm reading are absolutely no help at all. The Mortal Instrument series is mostly just about a girl who is consistently sad about one thing or another because she's a whiny, selfish brat. The other book I'm reading is about a man with depression and anxiety that is so bad he kills someone and then writes a bunch of definitions for a dictionary. It's a very interesting book and all, fascinating really, but it doesn't really help me in any way.

List of books so far... just for keeping track......

As you can see by the list below, I have surpassed my goal of 24 books. So now I'm debating whether or not to try my previously failed goal of 100. Thoughts? If I do that, I'm going to only post once a month. Which is fine by me since that's pretty much what I'm doing right now any way. Longer post to come.

January
1. A Dance With Dragons
2. Hyperbole and a Half

February
3. Divergent
4. One for the Money
5. Two for the Dough
6. Three to get Deadly
7. Four to Score
8. High Five
9. Hot Six
10. Seven Up
11. Hard Eight
12. Visions of Sugar Plums
13. To the Nines
14. Ten Big Ones

March
15. Insurgent
16. Eleven On Top
17. Twelve Sharp
18. Plum Lovin'
19. Lean Mean Thirteen
20. Plum Lucky
21. Fearless Fourteen
22. Plum Spooky
23. Finger Lickin' Fifteen
24. Sizzlin' Sixteen
25. Smokin' Seventeen
26. Explosive Eighteen
27. Notorious Nineteen
28. Takedown Twenty

April
29. City of Bones
30. City of Ashes
31. City of Glass
32. City of Fallen Angels